life with truth

Most of say that old hindi movie stuff has a story larger than life...... but in India the every single story is larger than life..... its just to realize that u need to attach yourself to those who tussle with life and life hustle them..... by real I mean the true dark side of this life....I dont talk about love because there is not any thing like that in this world..... all that is there is need.... the requirement...... but no love..... people may not like me saying that..... as they are living there life in search of this love.... all that life give u is hatred.... and if u realize is sooner you may not get love but will get less hatred for certain.... well i came from a state where u see the real traits of life... the life which make u drop feet down after every single rise..... a lady who has 3 children ..... there life is full of miseries ..... but no one care because we already have a life to care for and that is ours and we dont have time for others..... that women is happy..... wanna know why???? because on one hand she is not getting love, attention ,help etc but is also saved from the hatred of the people ..... despair from there talks and every thing that can life bring.... when i tried to ask her about attitude of villagers she said that they not be giving them any help neither any hatred... once she lost every thing which she had in the hustle of life and now she do not except anything from it...... thats true if u ask good from life it will treat you bad.... and if you dont it will remain neutral toward you..... because in life its always pain and no gain......

MY STRUGGLE

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I will be waiting for a beam of light
In this endless long dark night
In this spurious painfull world
I scramble to find a word
A word that will be sublime
and we all will reconcile
I am hearing a sound
Which is not region bound
which was going in vain
but now i am hearing it again
I think is it too late too begin
to work together with collabration
and remove all the obstruction
I will be searching for a path
in this ruthless world which is so vast
Vast for one who strives and thrives
but for one who find difficult to servive
I need a beautifull song in this silence
which should have a greate significance
on people whose minds are voilent
i am searching for gold
in feild of silica and stone
which when glitter will make u feel better

DREAMS-THE BIG MISTAKE

"DREAMS" ......the world which can give rise to endless expectation the one limitless like the vast sky or the baseless like the deep blue ocean. Becoming a dreamer means achieving a enormous power to rise above each one and everyone throughout the globe. Dream is that major part of the reality which is not real it self but a mere imagination. As said by greater men dreams are seen to be fulfilled.The one who can't do it has no right to see it, to feel it, to realize it or even to think about it. But I a mere useless person who is not even a toe tip of the emense capabilities of these greater men think that there are dreams which should not be fulfilled. As fulfilling the dream of one individual or human can be grave yard of many other dreamers. As per history there has been people whose dreams have resulted in destruction of the dreams of many like Alfred Nobel the man who gave world dynamite lead his whole life in regret of fulfilling his dreams and latter denoted his whole fortune to give Nobel prize to great achievers..... Dreams of Adolf Hitler the greatest dictator, the most feared one and the hated one too but his dream to make Germany a world power destroyed dreams and life of millions of people.... That's why I say every dream is not to be fulfilled because every thing which glitter is not a gold....

LOVE ...... NEVER AGAIN

The day I saw her I can never forget,
She gazed with the eyes which had so much trust!
She came to me like a fairy from heaven,
Took my hand in hers and me to the cloud seven!
I stande there with heart beating and body numb,
To her eternal beauty I was just a scum!
Then she left my hand and went her path,
I cried from the morning till it was dark!
She was gone and my heart just pained,
That day I thought i will never fall in love again!