i don't knw wat to say

well to start with its a simple sawal.....yes a sawal....not a question...... why is it that we don't know the answers of the most important questionS ever ........why don't it strike to us when some one we always loved say " i love you!!! " .....why cant we react.....we are standing there dumb struck...... then it strikes.... "idiot she is saying i love you .....why are u acting so stupid....???? reply to her moron....." then our eyes go on to her face checking out the sweet smile..... the look on her face.....hey what that look is....??? oh!!! yes she is expecting the answer moron ......answer her....tell her ........tell ......?????no knucklehead just scream ya just scream n shout tell her how much i love you.......

u are about to open out ur mouth.....to tell wat u feel abt her....its just time....she should know...everything thats there in ur heart.....which keep on altering its function whenever u see "HER".....some time its running as fast as shatabdi {i guess faster} when ever she smiled and approached toward you......with hairs flying (please use ur imagination or drive it from any hindi movie) and the next second ur heart is as slow as bullock cart the second she use to pass from your side......what immense damage she might have done in those 2 minutes no one can ever understand...... physical , mental and emotional all kind of turmoils in just some seconds..... but i m ready to take my heart with all that punishment once again....... in fact that once again never lasted.....

and now i am here about to say what i always felt...... just three damn words......

but why the hell is it not coming out....i have to push my self to limit....shoot moron shoot....tell her...... ur eyes drifted again to her lips......yup the lips u can kiss the 1 u always wanted to kiss ....so just speak.....tell her....but wats this....smile gone....expression changed.....she is turning.....nooooooooooooooo but sadly yes....she is going going going...... i realize it will be late....... run idiot run....catch her before some one else does...... i past her.....in desperate need to tell her finally....on my knees......in my heart"can it rain please....????" and lets assume it rained ....assumption always work.....then i say nope not say but tell her that i love her with my heart and sole...... she is crying .....no i m not.... i got wat i wanted....... n even more..... a bent and a hug...the n sweet kiss on cheeks...... then my its my turn.....a sweet kiss on her sweet sweet lips....something which could have happened 20 minutes before....had i knwn wat to say...... had i.....i will curse those 20 minutes fr ever ..... most wasted 20 minutes....but yet atlast....i m here....with my girl with my love.......

p.s. none of this ever happened to me so please for GOD sake don't assume too much....ENJOY......