Tik TOk TIk..... remember that sound..??? On a hot summer afternoon.... when u were forced into a nap by your mom because out was just too hot.... but u could not sleep... you would concentrate on that sound of the wall clock.... which was clearly audible... somehow within the noise of the fan and heavy breathing of your mom.... u could hear every second pass as u slowly at that moment the time seemed to be in slowest self as that time.... ur mind would run wild think of so many things u want to do.... one second u be super hero next second a police officer.... u would just keep on racing from one thought to another with every Tik Tok Tik..... and u would not even know when ur eyes gave up and that Tik Tok acted as a lullaby helping u to pass on to the dream land.... a refreshing nap after a long tiresome day.....
I miss those Tik Tok now.... been years when i have heard them.... it seems like those Tik Tok stoped caring for me.... or may be I stopped caring for it... because those tik tok's taught me how to live every second.... how to fathom the time that passed by and incorporate new love into it.... how to establish your own paradigm among paradigms among paradigms.... Inception would have been such an easy movie at that time because my imagination was wild.... with no bond at all... reality seemed to be very relative to me.... not absolute as it is now....
Now the world is so digital... no one looks at the wall clock... no one hears the sound of second hand moving slowly and steadily in a swift periodic motion.... Life seemed to be lost somewhere.... the time seem to be flowing.... I guess this is what grown up is all about.... I agree to it... I waited for it.... for years i did my homework to prepare for this time.... but now I feel so unequipped to deal with it... Now I want to lay down and hear those Tik Tok.... I don't want my life to stop.... I don't want to go back when i was kid.... I just want to take a moment to realise how far i have gotten.... to have a look at the path i have walked and then to the path that is in front of me..... I desire that Tik Tok sound to cleanse my soul.... so may be I would strive forward with a stronger prospective.... may be i will get a better insight of my self.... Like those refreshing naps that i had after long tiresome days....
I miss those Tik Tok now.... been years when i have heard them.... it seems like those Tik Tok stoped caring for me.... or may be I stopped caring for it... because those tik tok's taught me how to live every second.... how to fathom the time that passed by and incorporate new love into it.... how to establish your own paradigm among paradigms among paradigms.... Inception would have been such an easy movie at that time because my imagination was wild.... with no bond at all... reality seemed to be very relative to me.... not absolute as it is now....
Now the world is so digital... no one looks at the wall clock... no one hears the sound of second hand moving slowly and steadily in a swift periodic motion.... Life seemed to be lost somewhere.... the time seem to be flowing.... I guess this is what grown up is all about.... I agree to it... I waited for it.... for years i did my homework to prepare for this time.... but now I feel so unequipped to deal with it... Now I want to lay down and hear those Tik Tok.... I don't want my life to stop.... I don't want to go back when i was kid.... I just want to take a moment to realise how far i have gotten.... to have a look at the path i have walked and then to the path that is in front of me..... I desire that Tik Tok sound to cleanse my soul.... so may be I would strive forward with a stronger prospective.... may be i will get a better insight of my self.... Like those refreshing naps that i had after long tiresome days....
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