Survive!!! because there is no other way....

Sometimes if you want to live you must be willing to die.....
I know the world has changed, I know the things are getting difficult.... I know everyone is cultivating their own issues in their own problems that they are unable to comprehend other's.... The world is shattering into the pieces... Humanity seems lost, the religion that was meant to unite is divided, and the struggles keep on growing every bit every second every time in ways we don't know how to tackle them. It is not just the real world that is going through the turmoil but our insides too.....
Every day someone's dream gets shattered, Every minute someone gives up on something they have been aiming for their entire life, Every second someone is questioning his or her being and their existence. I have been through it..... Hell, I am going through it.... I have been with this tussle for last 7-8 year, looking for my existence looking for who I am what I am.... No, I am not a monk, neither do I have a desire to leave the worldly affairs to find the bigger truth.... I am a normal guy who likes normal stuff like money, girls, Booz friends all the bad things that there might be.... I am a normal guy who tries to help anyone I can and yes I am a normal guy who cries when he seems lost...

I know many of you would relate to me..... There have been times when we question our self, hell I have questions that do I even deserve to take a breadth of this air.... I lost faith in almighty long time back.... Never looked at God for support.... I do blame him once in a while, I guess that might be a nature or hypocrisy in me talking because I am just a normal guy....
But through the years of my struggle, I know something.... My issues are not big or small.... My issues are not comparable to other.... Many have it worse and many have it better, but they do have issues.... And its all relative.... Every one problem is big for them.... But I want to shout to one thing,....
Don't give up... Not today Not Tomorrow.... Not till the day you die....
The day you decide to give up on your dreams is the day you decide to die.... You kill a part of you.... A soul that has been lingering around giving, you will to fight.... And now when the time came that you fuel that desire with your conviction, perseverance and dedication you decide to give up? It doesn't work like that....
My mom says: - "You had your failures because of your incapability to give up..."
I totally agree... I am not capable to give up.... Maybe that is the reason I am who I am.....Naruto never did.... Nor did Goku or Superman or Our freedom fighter or Sachin tedulkar or Thomas Edison or Beethoven.... I have endless names.... Petter Dinklage your beloved Tyrion Lannister became an actor at age of 30+, Jon snow didn't give up even after being dead....
Then how could you.... You have to pay your dues.... You have to work hard.... You will have to sweat and bleed.... You will have to get your bones broken.... But lemme assure you.... You will get through... Eventually and more gloriously than any other.. Being a loser I am.... I didn't give up.... You seem 1000 times better than me.... Just know it's just around the corner....
You have to try few corners before you get to the right one....